urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable 1nscrutable 1nscrutable 2008-04-10T19:57:23Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:69991 2008-04-10T19:57:23Z 2008-04-10T19:57:23Z funny how i can sometimes always find my way back to livejournal around exam time. <br /><br />lots has happened. some for the good, some for the worse..but life goes on. i dont know if i could say that ive changed my academic ways...cause it still seems like im doing the same shit. i need a change in my life..but im still in the trying to get the motivation to change something in my life. *sighh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:69821 2007-04-13T05:03:25Z 2007-04-13T05:03:25Z gahh!<br />i fucking hate exams.<br />firstly, i cant study when i have so much time to study.<br />i leave everything to the end.<br />and i have two exams on saturday.<br />that means saturday night im going to drink it doooowwwwn. <br /><br />cant wait till this fucking shit is over with. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:69519 2007-04-02T08:44:05Z 2007-04-02T08:44:05Z bobby valentino - anonymous my first year is coming to an end (thank gawwd),<br />academically, its been real rough around the edges.<br />but moving away from home was a good change.<br />spaced myself from my parents, made me appreciate them a tad more, <br />but also made me really realize how fucking dependant i am on them.<br />but i guess at this point, im ok with that, since they support my ass anyways.<br />it just makes going home (on the rare occasion that i do) so much better.<br /><br />next year, going home will be a little better. since my parents wont be working no more (yea, they're retiring early), they might have more time to talk to me, and make me yummy food, and be more chill.<br /><br />moving away has also made me miss my friends back home.<br />being away has made me become SO out of the loop.<br />even when i come home, i hardly have time for old time friends, since im home to pick up things, go to doctor appointments and such, and then leave and head back..<br />but i guess its just one of those things that happen.<br />i seee pictures of old friends together with drinks in their hands makes me sadd on how many get togethers ive missed out on, and all the birthdays ive missed...gahh, makes me so bummed out<br />but summer time is coming up, so i definitely want to catch up on that.<br /><br />when i move into my new place, definitely want to invite all my old time friends up here.<br />have a bbq, drinkk, blaze, whatever...just sit around and laugh about old times.<br />reallly really feeling nostalgic right now.<br /><br />anywho, back to trying to find answers on the chem forum for answers.<br />life is going to suck until april is over.<br />till then urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:69305 2006-12-30T06:06:26Z 2006-12-30T06:06:26Z people who steal money should die a slow and painful death.<br /><br />hi, <br />my name is anna <br />and im bitter today because someone stole $570 from me.<br />now, im short $570 to pay off my credit card.<br /><br />to whoever stole my money...<br />thanks!<br />you gave me the best holiday gift ever.<br />ASSHOLE! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:68983 2006-12-24T06:31:00Z 2006-12-24T06:31:00Z school blows.<br />but im lucky that i passed all but one.<br />shakes fist at math. damn you!!!!<br />whatever, im even lucky to pass.<br />i had shitty work habits...<br /><br />this xmas blows this year.<br />no snow.<br />im working full time during my xmas break..<br />and no definite new year plans.<br /><br />but whatever,<br />ill suck it up.<br /><br />next semester is a new start and its time for me to become a hermit.<br />honestly. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:68718 2006-12-20T06:43:26Z 2006-12-20T06:43:26Z so far being home has been busy, but good.<br />feels so good to finally have some freaking rice and my mom's cooking.<br />i freaking miss that so much man.<br />i swear, im eating extra just cuz i leave in a weeek and its back to crappy school food.<br /><br />working back at footlocker in yorkdale has been alright. <br />besides being on my feet all day, its not that bad.<br />alot better than working at dufferin mall.<br /><br />been catching up with new people every night. <br />seeing old friends...swaping life stories...and laughing at how pathetic our stories are...<br />going to timmy's to sit around and talk..<br />going out to loose moose for beer and wings with old co-workers, and then driving to bubble republic to get bbt..<br />good times.<br />wiiillllddddd.<br /><br />trying to see everyone and hang out with them at least once during this break. <br />thats my goal and my christmas present to most of those i seee.<br />bahhahaa, cuz im fucking broke and like to do things that are cheap.<br /><br />-sorry guys, no fancy gifts this year! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:68415 2006-12-11T10:45:09Z 2006-12-11T10:45:09Z gahhhh,<br /><br />i am so royally screwed.<br />but yes, i did this to myself.<br />its all my doing.<br /><br />its my fault that i didnt go to class.<br />its my fault that i love to sleep.<br />and my fault that b/c i love to sleep, i skip class.<br />its my fault that i didnt study ahead of time.<br />and so in the end, its my fault that im messing up in school.<br /><br />does anyone else feel like this? <br />or is it just me?<br /><br />*sigh, pass or fail, it'll all be over on the 16th at 10:30pm.<br />ill be home on sunday.<br />cant fucking wait man. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:68342 2006-11-17T04:15:37Z 2006-11-17T04:15:37Z brian mcknight - 6months, 8 days, 12 hrs im so confused right now.<br />about what to feel, or how to feel.<br />i keep telling myself that its whats best, so just to leave it as it is.<br />but its still in the back of my head.<br />as much as i want it to happen, bla, it never works out for me anyways. <br />so im just going to let it go.<br />ive come to the conclusion that i have horrible luck.<br /><br />school wise. gahh, still not looking hot.<br />man, i SO fucked up first semester. <br />im so nocturnal. i go thru then week without seeing daylight.<br />wide awake at night, and sleeping during the day.<br />not healthy i tell you.<br />2mrw is my 2nd last midterm before finals.<br />gaaahhh, i sooo need a break from all this.<br /><br />life's a mother fucking rollar coaster and a half man. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:67942 2006-11-12T02:34:06Z 2006-11-12T02:34:06Z havent had time to update much lately.<br />mac's student centre is now my new home.<br />5 hrs of sleep in two days cant be good at all.<br /><br />but on a happy note, i passed my chem midterm.<br />wooot, im not totally stupid.<br /><br />one more midterm, and then straight studyiing for finals.<br />gawwwd, i cant wait until finals are done.<br /><br />i miss my toronto friends...<br />i swearrr, xmas, catch up time forrrreallll.<br /><br />gaaah, shakes fist at university for being so trucking harddddd. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:67750 2006-10-26T12:48:35Z 2006-10-26T12:48:35Z *shakes both fists at school.<br />b/c of school and those damn shitty midterms, i dont remember what its like to go to sleep before 2am.<br />for the past week, ive been going to sleep at 6am or even later cramming for midterms or doing papers<br />i am an owl.<br />its almost 9am, and im about to close my eyes for a few hours.<br /><br />i so cant wait until friday 530pm, ill be done my midterm...<br /><br />and getting my drink on.<br /><br />so who is going to join me? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:67369 2006-10-13T05:09:34Z 2006-10-13T05:09:34Z school is not looking so hawt right now.<br />fucking science is tough shit.<br />not exactly doin well in midterms.<br /><br />maybe science isnt for me mannn. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:67315 2006-09-28T05:13:37Z 2006-09-28T05:13:37Z deathcab for a cutie - i'll follow you into the dark had a shitty day today.<br />wanted to kick this girls face in.<br />she sat beside my during physics..she cracked open a can of gingerale...and then it spilled...<br />she didnt tell me that it spilled..and when i went to get something out of my knapsack, the bottom of my bag was wet.<br />and of all fucking days, i had my laptop in my bag.<br />the bottom of my laptop was wet...<br />my bio textbook was wet...<br />fucking stupid brown girl!<br /><br />*dont sit beside someone who is drinking pop during a lecture. dumb bitch.<br /><br />the library closes at midnight..and me and shareef transferred to the student centre to do work. i hate midnight..there nothing open to eat. butttt, luckily for pita pit. they efffin' deliever to the student centre, and they take meal card.<br />pita pit makes my fucking day. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:66941 2006-09-26T16:08:23Z 2006-09-26T16:08:23Z so ive been spending lots of time in the library. man, who would of thought that i would learn to love being in the library.<br /><br />so last nite, me and two buddies were suppose to stick together and study together at the library, and ditch asian night at quarter's (our school pub)...but, when i got out of physics at 9pm they werent even in the library anymore...and one decided to go to asian night..and the other guy decided to go home. so that meant that i would of studied by myself. so then, i just ditched the books, and went to asian night.<br /><br />quarter's sucks when ur not 19. they draw huge Xs on your hands and give you a bracelet...and it wasnt even 12am yet, and it got shut down cuz staff was complaining that underaged were drinking. so what a waste of 1 hour and 1/2. i should of just stayed at the library.<br /><br /><br />i have my first ever university test today. and its on math!!!!!!!<br />i did the hmwk...butttt...tests are always retarded compared to the hmwk.<br /><br /><br />andddd, i took a closer look at my schedule today, and notice that i've been unintentionally skipping my bio lecture on tuesdays for the past two weeks. <br /><br />i am so smart, s-m-r-t! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:66589 2006-09-19T06:12:35Z 2006-09-19T06:12:35Z im starting to get annoyed by one of my roomates.<br />for the most part, its just about being quiet in the morning while others are trying to effin' sleep.<br />but whatever, shes lucky shes only waking me half and hour before im suppose to wake up.<br /><br />school stress is starting to get hecticcccc. it took me over an hour to organize myself..and print out my lectures..and figure out that i have upcoming tests and quizzes that happening left and right. in other words, hmwk is being shoved up my ass. i call it the reverse poop.<br /><br />i plan on staying in hamilton this weekend. to catch up on work. <br /><br />university sucks. food here sucks. oh how i miss rice.<br /><br />and ew, no good looking boys at mac...for some odd fucking reason, it feels like brampton here...loaded with brown people... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:66380 2006-09-17T18:34:03Z 2006-09-17T18:34:03Z school is getting hectic. im still adjusting and trying to adapt to university.<br />im sick of the food at school. it gets to the point where instant noodles just taste so good.<br /><br />i came home this weekend. more over for family reasons. my uncle just finished having a liver transplant. he considers it a miracle..b/c hes like several hundred down the list..and that liver just so happened to click with the blood type. so hes well...looks good. so cheers on that.<br /><br />my brother is also home this weekend. its good to see him again. we hung out for a bit. but we're both busy running our own errands when we're in town. anddd, he also dropped my laptop. but its all good. im getting a new one within the next month.<br /><br />this weekend i brought a knapsack full of books home to 'study'.<br />that didnt turn out as planned. and this is why i dont like coming home too much, i dont do hmwk cuz im home and i get distracted...if i just stayed at school i'd do nothing but school. gayyy. now im behind. *shakes fist at school. <br /><br />i hate you, science!<br /><br />grey anatomy fans, season premiere is sept 21 @ 9pm. <br />im so excited for thattttt. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:66183 2006-09-08T14:56:49Z 2006-09-08T14:56:49Z university has been awesome.<br />i dont miss my parents one bit.<br />i paid 130 for this macpass to do all these frosh things but i didnt even participate in frosh shit.<br />i guess im not a social butterfly.<br />but hanging out with mysh, minh, danis, and will has been great.<br />we've been doing alot of eating out...and i can feel the added weight.<br />next week i gotta get the gym pass...i dont want to gain the freshman15.<br /><br />coming home this weekend. lucky for me, joe is driving me home.<br /><br /><br />RIP Thay Hoang urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:65940 2006-09-01T04:32:08Z 2006-09-01T04:32:08Z my timing really sucks ass.<br />turns out that the guy im 'dealing' lives only 6 blocks from me, <br />but im moving to hamilton on sunday.<br />oh so shitty. <br />oh so shitty.<br /><br />but im currently actually happy.<br /><br />happiness is like peeing in your pants, everyone can see it, but only you can feel the warmth. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:65768 2006-08-29T04:40:47Z 2006-08-29T04:40:47Z i can handle change.<br />cause i grow to enjoy change and understand that change happens for a reason and that i could benefit something good from it.<br /><br />but what i cant handle are goodbyes.<br />goodbyes suck ass.<br />and im a big baby when it comes to goodbyes.<br />and it seems that goodbye is quickly approaching... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:65403 2006-08-28T16:49:01Z 2006-08-28T16:49:01Z im exhausted from the weekend.<br />i'm really sad that some friends have left and that summer is coming to an end.<br />its slowly hitting me that i move out in 6 days.<br />i'm going to miss home.<br />august sucksssssssssss asss. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:65268 2006-08-22T14:55:41Z 2006-08-22T14:55:41Z coming home from caledon was not good. <br />my engine oil sign flicked on.<br />pulled over at a gas station, and i was totallly DRY.<br />luckily, i had 1 and a 1/2 bottles of oil in the back and then i rushed home to swap cars with my dad. <br />new cars are so much cooler than old cars.<br /><br />later on that night we ate at east side marios.<br />on the way to the restroom, julie took a major wipeout. im guessing because there was water or oil on the floor. <br />so then we all got our dinners and drinks and dessert for free cause they didnt want julie to sue. so that was sweet too.<br /><br />im working today 1- close, and then off until monday. and next week is my last week. i havent even started cleaning my room yet. and shit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:64889 2006-08-17T06:30:27Z 2006-08-17T06:30:27Z less than two weeks time is pointless to be starting to like a guy right?<br /><br />anywho, this weekend is 50day at footlocker.<br />they're releasing the new air max 360 2mrw.<br />Boasting No Foam, Just Air, <br />the Air Max 360 is the only shoe to feature 360 degrees of air cushioning, <br />providing the athlete with the greatest ride ever.<br />retail price: $219.99 (most expensive running shoe ever)<br /><br />nike's new plan is to push for the 360s, having them in kids, woman's and mens. this is the new thing.<br /><br /><br />and if it wasnt for them coming in such a nice color, and the fact that its 50%, and the fact that i need new runners...i wouldnt get them. BUTTT&lt; I AMMMMM&gt;<br /><br /><br />i loveeee shoeeeeesssssssss. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:64641 2006-08-14T05:43:29Z 2006-08-15T05:35:02Z this weekend was livvvvve.<br />worked on saturday which SUCKED ass.<br />anndd by the way, once again, i missed out on watching tennis this year.<br />guess i only watch it when my brother is there to take me, since he'll offer to pay for the better seats. <br /><br />spent time with the hommies. havent chilled with them in a while, plus technically its julie's last weekend since the retreats are the last two weekends, and then the weekend after that its move in to school. <br /><br />i ended my 1 1/2 almost 2 years of not smoking weed. reminded me of good fucking times that i use to have. drank that zinfindel wine that tastes OH SO GOOD...and had the fucking munchies like crazy.<br /><br />we went for mcdonalds run, i passed out for an hour. joey came home, and i convinced him to to take me to 168 to get bubble tea. came home talked with him and then we all started talking and decided to go to denny's at 530am. came home, slept until 1130. went to 5 minutes of mass and then wanted to go eat dim sum but it was fucking rammed. so we went to pho and ate ALOT of food. and then i took the biggest shit of my life when i got home.<br /><br />went to work at rogers centre. this year toronto hosted the internation aids conference. guest speakers included bill gates + melinda gates(spoke about how he put in 500billion twds the prevention/end twds aids/hiv + he has his own foundation), richard gere (who looked like moses and his speech SUCKED, it was SO bullshitted), alicia keys(gave her speech about her foundation and talked about how she felt).<br /><br />guest artists included amanda marshall (who sounded really good live), barry ivan white (which was really good too), our lady peace (which was really really good) the blueman group which was raelly cool, and barenakedladies which I didnt stay to watch cause it was 12am and I wanted to go home.<br /><br />soooo work today was long and tiring cause i was standing for the whole 8 hours, but hey, i just stood there and watched the whole show for free.<br /><br /><br />oh yea, dj tiesto was there too he was good but i dont think it was the right crowd. oh and so was massari, but he sounds like a girl. everyone was playing some kind of song that had relation to hope and believing and such, but massari played his only three hit songs. thumbs down to him,<br /><br /><br /><br />woot, next two weeks is going to be fun fun fun fun fun urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:64321 2006-08-12T05:44:47Z 2006-08-12T05:44:47Z swwweeet<br /><br />in two weeks, my brother is coming home with my new sony vaio laptop. according to him, he said its very prettty.<br />stokkkked urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:64231 2006-08-11T03:46:54Z 2006-08-11T03:46:54Z big whoop, i get a raise at footlocker. piece of shit.<br /><br />pissog: i actually like two boys...THAT I WORK WITH. crazy huh.<br /><br />september 3rd, and im in steel town. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:1nscrutable:63807 2006-08-08T04:45:51Z 2006-08-08T04:45:51Z vsa camping was actually prettty fun.<br />it just sucked that the park rangers wanted us to be quiet at 11pm.<br />that was the only bad thing about this place had no noise tolerance.<br />last year, they didnt care if we were loud, however they charged us by tent as well as had a no alcohol policy.<br />so every year theres something thats missing.<br /><br />having kim and erick was fun. everyone drank and was drunk at one point or another.<br />this year, lots of people made out with alot of people. yea, sorry, i didnt get in one any action. no one interesting that is.<br /><br />they had fun games and sports this year. and of course, mcmaster wins vball and best overall team. cause we're team best. and we always win.<br /><br />came home, slept for 40 mins, went to church, went to swiss chalet, and then was chillin at erick's house with the guys till 2am. came home, watched grey's anatomy and then fell asleep. woke up at 4pm and went to hamilton for the bbq from the left over food from camp. drove back home, and yea that was my weekend.<br /><br /><br /><br />camping with my friends just made me realize how much camping with my parents is waaaay easier since my parents bring EVERYTHING. going camping this year, i forgot soooo many things. my parents always cook everything, and always have cold drinks, and prepare the food and get you whatever you need. camping with my friends just made me realize that my friends are just as lazy as i am. so if i want something, i gotta do it myself. which in turn resulted in me not getting anything since im too lazy.<br /><br />all in all, fun times.